I haven’t been writing much, if at all. I’ve been collecting my thoughts and learning a lot about myself. But yet,I am still lost. As my abilities awaken more, I know that I have a divine purpose. I have magically and energetically been connected to a man on the other side of the world. Things that I have thought were impossible are proving to be very plausible.
I have always had the gift of knowing, however it has become stronger to where I can tell a complete stranger about themselves. I don’t know who is more surprised about what is revealed, me or the people I am talking to.
I also come from a very religious and faith filled family. So needless to say, I haven’t told any of them about my abilities. The only ones who do know are my own children and mother. When I asked on Facebook, who in my family would accept a free tarot card if it was offered. My father responded that nothing good ever comes from Tarot cards. Another family member told me that it was evil and that she would pray for me. There was a good number of family that did not respond. I don’t blame them, we were taught in church that only God can give you guidance and see into our futures. I know the power is not mine and I am just a conduit to allow the information to reach its intended target.
Since I have been doing more readings for other people, I have learned a lot about myself. I have also learned to use myself as an example of what happens when we don’t follow our intuition and fail to listen to our spirit guides. I am an true Aquarius. I am always the one who stays strong for others, my intuition is strong and others ask for my advice or vent to me all the time, I march to the beat of my own drum, I am naturally rebellious and I absolutely hate being told what to do. When I need help, do I like to ask? Hell no! “I am a strong fierce woman, I will slay my own dragons.” In other words if Im going to get out any situation, I’m going to do it on my own. I am going to slay my own dragons so that I do not owe anybody anything. Why is that? It because I have learned that when some people save your ass, they expect that ass in return. But spirit guides are not like that and I am still adjusting to asking for help.
Wish me luck, because my stubborn ass is going to need it.